Feelings - The Latest Cycle

Scared of not getting pregnant,

Scared of getting pregnant,

Scared of my emotions.

I wondered how I would cope with it all,

I wondered how I would cope with another disappointment,

I wondered how I could control things I cannot.

Yesterday, I decided to focus on the present,

Yesterday, I decided to be happy with my life,

Yesterday, I felt the first flutterings of excitement.